Babas\u0131n\u0131 tan\u0131r\u0131m itin. Babam\u0131n yan\u0131nda \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 babas\u0131. Onun hat\u0131r\u0131na bir\u00e7ok yere i\u015fe soktum. Hi\u00e7 birinde tutunamad\u0131. Severim de iti. Temiz \u00e7ocuk, ama tembel, e\u011fitimsiz.<\/p>\n
Haftada iki \u00fc\u00e7 kez u\u011frar b\u00fcroya veya i\u00e7ti\u011fimiz meyhaneye. Bele\u015f i\u00e7ki ve \u00fc\u00e7 be\u015f kuru\u015f cep har\u00e7l\u0131\u011f\u0131 istemek i\u00e7in k\u0131vran\u0131r. Dedim ya, temiz \u00e7ocuk, kimse laf etmez. Ayak i\u015fi filan demez ko\u015far, paray\u0131 al\u0131nca \u00fc\u00e7 d\u00f6rt g\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u00fckmez.<\/p>\n
Evlendi bir \u015fekilde, hepimiz destek olduk. Hi\u00e7 bir i\u015fte diki\u015f tutturamay\u0131nca, arada ufak tefek getir g\u00f6t\u00fcr i\u015fleri de verdim kendisine. Tatile gidecek paralar\u0131 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bildi\u011fim i\u00e7in yazl\u0131\u011fa \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m, geldiler.<\/p>\n
Evlendi\u011fi k\u0131z da g\u00fczel, okumu\u015f bir k\u0131z, ad\u0131 Sema. B\u00f6yle itleri se\u00e7er g\u00fczel k\u0131zlar niyeyse. Rahat etsinler diye yazl\u0131\u011fa hafta i\u00e7i gitmedim. Hafta sonu sevgilimi al\u0131p gittim. Ben gitmesem yay\u0131l\u0131r geri d\u00f6nmez it s\u0131pas\u0131.<\/p>\n
Yazl\u0131\u011fa vard\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda evde de\u011fillerdi. Dolap tam tak\u0131r, belli cebinde be\u015f kuru\u015f yok yine itin. Ak\u015fam\u00fcst\u00fc denizden kurt gibi a\u00e7 geldiler, yeme\u011fe de \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Sema’ya da yaz\u0131k ger\u00e7ekten. Yazl\u0131k k\u0131yafetler ile g\u00f6r\u00fcnce anlad\u0131m, k\u0131\u015f\u0131n g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmden daha g\u00fczel, al\u0131ml\u0131 bir k\u0131z. Benim sevgilim bikini ile denize girerken, bu it k\u0131skand\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in bikini giydirmiyormu\u015f Sema’ya. Mayo i\u00e7inde de g\u00fczel. \u00c7abuk kayna\u015fan, k\u00fclt\u00fcrl\u00fc bir k\u0131z.<\/p>\n
Yazl\u0131\u011fa geldi\u011fim kad\u0131n ile yeni sevgili olduk. Yazl\u0131kta d\u00f6rt g\u00fcn kalacakt\u0131k, yani onlar gittikten sonra ba\u015f ba\u015fa iki g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz vard\u0131. D\u00f6rt g\u00fcnde de \u00e7at\u0131r \u00e7at\u0131r siki\u015ftim sevgilimle…<\/p>\n
Yaz bitti k\u0131\u015f geldi. Bizim it de\u011fi\u015fmedi. Benden veya ba\u015fkas\u0131ndan ne zaman para t\u0131rt\u0131klamak istese \u00e7evremde pervane. Kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n benimle iyi anla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da fark etti. Ne zaman beni yeme\u011fe \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rsa anla ki ertesi sabaha ya para isteyecek, ya da ba\u015fka bir iyilik.<\/p>\n
S\u00fcl\u00fck gibi yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131 it, yakam\u0131 kurtaram\u0131yorum art\u0131k. Siktir \u00e7ekmememin bir nedeni babas\u0131n\u0131 sevmem ise, di\u011fer nedeni de Sema kesinlikle. Sema’y\u0131 haftada \u00fc\u00e7 d\u00f6rt g\u00fcn g\u00f6rmek al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131k oldu. Ev hali ile daha g\u00fczel Sema. Benden 10 ya\u015f filan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck, 27 gibi ya\u015f\u0131.<\/p>\n
Sema ile aramdaki tek so\u011fukluk, ikili ili\u015fkilerin a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir muhabbette oldu. Sema, neden hi\u00e7 sevgilim ile yeme\u011fe gelmedi\u011fimi sordu. Ben de,<\/p>\n
“Pek g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcyoruz bug\u00fcnlerde!” dedim. Sema,<\/p>\n
“\u00dcz\u00fcld\u00fcm…” dedi.<\/p>\n
“\u00dcz\u00fclmene gerek yok, kocas\u0131 buralarda iken ak\u015fam rahat \u00e7\u0131kamaz!” deyince y\u00fcz\u00fc allak bullak oldu. Me\u011fer bizim it s\u00f6ylememi\u015f ger\u00e7e\u011fi, evlenecekler filan demi\u015f. O ak\u015fam yemekten sonra Sema yan\u0131m\u0131zda oturmad\u0131. \u0130tin anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6re de, Sema,<\/p>\n
“G\u00f6khan abiyi b\u00f6yle bilmezdim…” gibi laflar etmi\u015f…<\/p>\n
Bir ay sonra bunlarda para azal\u0131nca yine ba\u015flad\u0131 beni ak\u015fam yeme\u011fine \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rmalar veya \u00e7at kap\u0131 \u00e7iftli\u011fe gezmeye gelmeler. Maksat bele\u015fe karn\u0131n\u0131 doyursun it, \u00fc\u00e7 kuru\u015f har\u00e7l\u0131k kaps\u0131n.<\/p>\n
Her geli\u015flerinde ben de Sema i\u00e7in ufak tefek hediyeleri haz\u0131r ediyordum. Okumak istedi\u011fini s\u00f6yledi\u011fi bir kitaptan ba\u015flay\u0131p hediye tutarlar\u0131n\u0131 art\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Ya\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fcnde it bir \u015fey almam\u0131\u015fken ben g\u00fczel bir saat alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Bile\u011fine kendim takarken de cildinin kayganl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve parlakl\u0131\u011f\u0131na \u015fa\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m…<\/p>\n
\u00c7ok uzatmayay\u0131m, \u00e7iftlikte sevgilimle ate\u015fli bir siki\u015fme ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z gecenin sabah\u0131nda kahvalt\u0131 etti\u011fimiz bir saatte arad\u0131 Sema.<\/p>\n
“Abi dan\u0131\u015faca\u011f\u0131m kimse yok, gelebilir miyim?” dedi.<\/p>\n
“Gel!” dedim. Sema geldi\u011finde sevgilim yeni yeni toparlan\u0131p gidiyordu. Sema biraz k\u0131vrand\u0131 etti, sonunda a\u011fz\u0131ndan baklay\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.<\/p>\n
Bizim ite dayanamaz noktaya gelmi\u015f. Bir \u015fekilde kendini kapt\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 a\u015fk bitince, herifin elle tutulur bir yan\u0131 yok tabii. Ak\u015fama kadar oturduk konu\u015ftuk Sema ile, ne yapaca\u011f\u0131na ortak karar verdik. Sema’ya,<\/p>\n
“Bir iki ay ayr\u0131 ya\u015fay\u0131n. Bu s\u00fcrede belki kafas\u0131na dank eder itin, d\u00fczg\u00fcn ya\u015far, bir i\u015f bulur. Olmad\u0131 tek celsede biter!” dedim.<\/p>\n
Babas\u0131n\u0131n evine d\u00f6nd\u00fc Sema iki ay i\u00e7in. O arada da bizim iti s\u0131k s\u0131k yoklamaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. \u0130t ayn\u0131 it. Bu arada da Sema ile neredeyse kanka oldum. Sema bir keresinde yine konu\u015fmak i\u00e7in arad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda havalar yeni \u0131s\u0131n\u0131yor diye sevgilimi ayarlay\u0131p kendimi yazl\u0131\u011fa atm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n
“Gel, nas\u0131l olsa sevgilimi tan\u0131yorsun, iki g\u00fcn kafan\u0131 topla!” dedim.<\/p>\n
Ben telefonu kapay\u0131nca, sevgilim:<\/p>\n
“Bu kar\u0131y\u0131 sikmiyorsun de\u011fil mi?” dedi.<\/p>\n
“Yok yaa. Ama verse sikerim. G\u00f6\u011f\u00fcsleri kocaman!”<\/p>\n
“Bence o kar\u0131 kesin verir sana!”<\/p>\n
“Nereden \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131n yaa? Bunlar tutucu kafal\u0131 tipler, yapamazlar \u00f6yle \u015feyler!”<\/p>\n
“Ne zaman bulu\u015fsak arayan Sema oluyor hep. Sen ka\u00e7 kere ar\u0131yorsun onu?”<\/p>\n
Hakl\u0131yd\u0131 kaltak. Aramalar\u0131n \u00e7o\u011funu yapan Sema idi. Ben de mutluydum aramas\u0131ndan, hem muhabbetli, hem de g\u00fczel kad\u0131n.<\/p>\n
“\u00c7ok konu\u015fma bo\u015f ver, ak\u015fama gelecek k\u0131z, seni oturma odas\u0131nda son bir sikeyim rahat rahat.” deyip g\u00fczelce siktim sevgilimi…<\/p>\n
Ak\u015fam yeme\u011fini d\u0131\u015farda \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcm\u00fcz yedik. Ge\u00e7 saatte yazl\u0131\u011fa d\u00f6nd\u00fck. Sema’ya alt kattaki oday\u0131 verdim, biz \u00fcst kata \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k.<\/p>\n
“Bence kar\u0131n\u0131n akl\u0131 sende! Yemek boyu kocas\u0131n\u0131 anmad\u0131 hi\u00e7. Seni \u00f6vd\u00fc, senin ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n kitaplar\u0131, ne sevdi\u011fini anlatt\u0131.”<\/p>\n
“Akl\u0131m\u0131 kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131rma!” diye g\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fc avu\u00e7lad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
“Akl\u0131m\u0131 kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131rma m\u0131? Sen ne kurnazs\u0131n, aylard\u0131r bu kar\u0131y\u0131 da i\u015flemedin mi sanki yava\u015f yava\u015f?”<\/p>\n
“Evet ben herkese yazar\u0131m, bilmez misin? G\u00fcn\u00fcn birinde laz\u0131m olur.”<\/p>\n
Elini sikime att\u0131 kaltak ve,<\/p>\n
“Nas\u0131l sikmeyi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcn saf kar\u0131y\u0131? Koca g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcsleri aras\u0131na m\u0131 girecektin, yoksa g\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fc m\u00fc sikecektin?”<\/p>\n
“G\u00f6tten vermez onlar!”<\/p>\n
Bunlar\u0131 derken sikimi emiyordu vakumlayarak. Sonra kalkt\u0131 ve yatak odas\u0131n\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 aralad\u0131. Y\u00fcz\u00fcnde pis bir g\u00fcl\u00fcmse ile \u00fcst\u00fcndeki geceli\u011fi at\u0131p kuca\u011f\u0131ma oturdu. Orta boy sert memesini a\u011fz\u0131ma sokup sikimi am\u0131na ni\u015fanlad\u0131. Bir defa da oturdu. Kula\u011f\u0131ma f\u0131s\u0131ldayarak,<\/p>\n
“Ohhhh, sik beni G\u00f6khan abiii. Sik dar am\u0131m\u0131. Kocamla kar\u015f\u0131mda otururken beni sikmeni istiyordum hep. Ohhhhh, yara\u011f\u0131n ne sert bu gece G\u00f6khan abiii!” diyor ve kulak mememi \u0131s\u0131r\u0131yordu. Beni iyice azd\u0131rm\u0131\u015f, sanki Sema’y\u0131 sikiyormu\u015fum havas\u0131na sokmu\u015ftu. Yine f\u0131s\u0131ldayarak,<\/p>\n
“Yata\u011f\u0131nda bizi duyacak \u015fimdi Sema. Seni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnerek parmakl\u0131yordur amc\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131. Aylard\u0131r yarak g\u00f6rmeyen amc\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131!” dedi. H\u0131rsla domaltt\u0131m kalta\u011f\u0131, sikimi g\u00f6t\u00fcne sokunca her zamankinden fazla bir \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k att\u0131. Kocas\u0131na siktirmedi\u011fi g\u00f6t\u00fcne h\u0131n\u00e7la k\u00f6kl\u00fcyordum. Kar\u0131n\u0131n derdi belli, Sema’n\u0131n bizi duymas\u0131.<\/p>\n
“Ahhhh, \u00e7ok mu azd\u0131n? Sema’y\u0131 sikmek mi istiyormu\u015f a\u015fk\u0131m? Kocas\u0131z kalm\u0131\u015f \u00e7\u0131t\u0131r\u0131 m\u0131 sikeceksin?” derken yine f\u0131s\u0131ld\u0131yordu. Ben g\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fcn yanaklar\u0131n\u0131 tokatlad\u0131k\u00e7a,<\/p>\n
“Morart, morart g\u00f6t\u00fcm\u00fc, kocam sikemiyor, ahhh, ahhhh, bitttim ben. Koca yarakl\u0131m, ahh, e\u015f\u015fekk siklim, ohhhh, g\u00f6t\u00fcm\u00fc par\u00e7alad\u0131n, \u0131hhhhh. Yeter, a\u011fz\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 pezevenk, ahhh, at yarakl\u0131mmm!” diyordu kaltak ba\u011f\u0131ra ba\u011f\u0131ra…<\/p>\n
Alt\u0131mda y\u0131\u011f\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda g\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7inden \u00e7\u0131kmad\u0131m. Sikimi sonuna kadar g\u00f6t\u00fcne bast\u0131r\u0131rken g\u00f6zlerimi kapad\u0131m, Sema’n\u0131n koca g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerini di\u015fledi\u011fimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. Kendimi geciktirmeye hi\u00e7 kasmadan kalta\u011f\u0131n g\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fcn derinliklerine bo\u015faltt\u0131m d\u00f6llerimi…<\/p>\n
Ertesi g\u00fcn denize giderken ikisi \u00f6n\u00fcmde kol kola girmi\u015f k\u0131k\u0131rd\u0131yordu. Telefon g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmelerimi bitirip sahilde onlar\u0131 buldum. Yine ba\u015f ba\u015fa vermi\u015f, g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyorlard\u0131. Bu sefer sevgilim mayolu, Sema ise bikinili idi.<\/p>\n
Oturdu\u011fu yerde uzun bacaklar\u0131n\u0131, hafif etli g\u00f6be\u011fini, \u00e7ok\u00e7a da tahminimden daha iri \u00e7\u0131kan g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerini inceledim. Fark edince Sema’n\u0131n surat\u0131 k\u0131zard\u0131 biraz ve hemen denize ko\u015ftu…<\/p>\n
“Ne g\u00fcl\u00fcyordunuz yol boyu?” diye sordum sevgilime\u2026<\/p>\n
“Sema niye bikini giymedi\u011fimi sordu. Ben de bitmek bilmez g\u00fcc\u00fcn ile her yerimi morartt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlatt\u0131m!”<\/p>\n
“Tam bir kaltaks\u0131n!”<\/p>\n
“Kocalardan konu\u015fuyorduk sen gelmeden. Ben, benimkinden s\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131m, ayda bir bile sikmiyor diye lafa girince \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcld\u00fc Sema. Sizin damat ba\u015flarda erkenci imi\u015f. Gecede iki \u00fc\u00e7 gidermi\u015f, ama toplasan on dakika hepsi. Sonra d\u00fczelmi\u015f, yine de haftada iki filanm\u0131\u015f siki\u015fleri. Ben de, G\u00f6khan evinde ilk kald\u0131\u011f\u0131mda sabaha kadar durmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 diye senin reklam\u0131n\u0131 yapt\u0131m!” dedi.<\/p>\n
Ba\u015fka bir \u015fey olmadan o gece geriye d\u00f6nd\u00fck. \u00dc\u00e7 g\u00fcn sonra Sema yine arad\u0131, bu sefer a\u011fl\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
“\u00c7iftli\u011fe gel!” dedim. \u0130t herif yine i\u015f filan bulamam\u0131\u015f, bir de Sema’n\u0131n ailesinin kap\u0131s\u0131na gelip, “Senin y\u00fcz\u00fcnden evlili\u011fimiz bitiyor!” diye kavga \u00e7\u0131karm\u0131\u015f. Sema \u00e7iftli\u011fe geldi\u011finde g\u00f6zleri halen k\u0131zar\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n
Uzun sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 topuz yapm\u0131\u015f, g\u00fczel y\u00fcz\u00fc ortaya \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u00dcst\u00fcndeki dizinin alt\u0131na kadar inen dekoltesiz bol elbiseden g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcsleri \u00e7ok belli olmuyordu. Ama ben orada olduklar\u0131n\u0131 ve ne kadar a\u011f\u0131z suland\u0131r\u0131c\u0131 olduklar\u0131n\u0131 biliyordum.<\/p>\n
Kap\u0131dan bah\u00e7eye kadar e\u015flik ederken de arabadan yeni indi\u011finden elbiseye izleri \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f geni\u015f g\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fc seyrediyordum. Mutfa\u011f\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 terasa oturduk. \u00dc\u00e7 taraf\u0131 a\u011fa\u00e7lar ile \u00e7evrili terasta Sema heyecanla ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 anlatmaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n
A\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda yan\u0131na ge\u00e7ip, art niyetsiz teselli ettim. Asl\u0131nda art niyetliydim, ama sar\u0131lmalar\u0131m mesafeli ve art niyetsiz g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcml\u00fcyd\u00fc…<\/p>\n
Bir s\u00fcre yan yana oturduktan sonra kahve makinesinin \u00f6ten sinyaline kalkt\u0131m. Kahvesini g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrken, Sema,<\/p>\n
“\u0130lk defa bir erkek bana kahve yapt\u0131!” diye g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi, alt duda\u011f\u0131 k\u0131vr\u0131ld\u0131, gamze olu\u015ftu. Ona,<\/p>\n
“Ne kadar zaman\u0131n var bug\u00fcn?” diye sordum. Sema,<\/p>\n
“Bir i\u015fim yok, anneme Gamze’lere gidiyorum dedim.” dedi.<\/p>\n
Yan\u0131na oturdum tekrar. Kendime \u00e7ekip sar\u0131ld\u0131m, bir s\u00fcre omzunu ok\u015fad\u0131m. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 toplamas\u0131na yard\u0131m ettim. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n kokusunu duyacak \u015fekilde i\u00e7ime \u00e7ekip ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6pt\u00fcm. Bana d\u00f6nd\u00fc. Ela g\u00f6zleri ile bana bakarken kula\u011f\u0131na do\u011fru e\u011fildim ve<\/p>\n
“\u0130\u00e7eri yata\u011f\u0131ma ge\u00e7ip t\u00fcm bunlar\u0131 unutacak bir g\u00fcn ge\u00e7irmek ister misin?” diye sordum. Sema,<\/p>\n
“G\u00f6khan abi, ne diyorsun sen?” dedi.<\/p>\n
Ama o kadar c\u0131l\u0131z \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 ki sesi. G\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcmden ayr\u0131ld\u0131. Elindeki kahveyi uzan\u0131p sehpaya b\u0131rak\u0131rken elleri titriyordu. Bir iki damla elbisesine d\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc. Geri \u00e7ektim. Boynundan tutup dudaklar\u0131na e\u011filirken,<\/p>\n
“Elbiseyi \u00e7\u0131karman \u015fart oldu art\u0131k!” dedim. Etli dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 ke\u015ffederken de \u00fcst\u00fcndeki elbisenin nas\u0131l \u00e7\u0131kart\u0131laca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 buldum. Ensesinde birka\u00e7 d\u00fc\u011fme vard\u0131.<\/p>\n
Siki\u015fme anlar\u0131ndaki gibi sert \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fmeye d\u00f6nmemi\u015f, nazik dudak duda\u011fa \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fmemiz s\u00fcrerken d\u00fc\u011fmelerden ikisini a\u00e7m\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 uzun beyaz boynundan hafif\u00e7e a\u00e7\u0131lan boynuna indirirken elimi dizlerinin i\u00e7 k\u0131sm\u0131ndan ba\u015flayarak hedefine do\u011fru ok\u015fama g\u00f6revine g\u00f6ndermi\u015ftim. Teni ne kaygand\u0131 b\u00f6yle.<\/p>\n
“G\u00f6khan abi, ben evli bir kad\u0131n\u0131m, dur!” deyince,<\/p>\n
“Sen sadece benim kad\u0131n\u0131ms\u0131n art\u0131k!” dedim. Aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131m ve elimi uzatt\u0131m. Hi\u00e7 duraksamad\u0131, elimi tutup aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131. Mutfa\u011fa girdik, telefonunu uzatt\u0131m.<\/p>\n
“Anneni ara, ge\u00e7 kalaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yle!” deyip boynunu tekrar \u00f6pt\u00fcm ve “Gamze’lerde hayat\u0131n\u0131n en g\u00fczel g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc ge\u00e7ireceksin!” dedim. Sema g\u00fclerken tekrar o harika gamzesi \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n
Annesini ararken, odama kadar gelmi\u015ftik. Pantolonumu ve g\u00f6mle\u011fimi \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m. Annesinin telefondaki sesi eve gelen bir kom\u015fu hakk\u0131nda bir \u015feyler anlat\u0131rken elbisesinin belindeki ince fiyongu \u00e7\u00f6zd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n
Sonra ensesinde kalan d\u00fc\u011fmeleri de \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcp \u00fcst\u00fcnden kayd\u0131rd\u0131m. Sutyenin kop\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131nca sadece omuzlar\u0131nda as\u0131l\u0131 kalarak g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerini iyice ortaya d\u00f6kt\u00fc. Telefonu kapat\u0131r kapatmaz,<\/p>\n
“\u00c7ok yaramazs\u0131n!” diye k\u0131k\u0131rdad\u0131. Krem rengi ipekli bir sutyen k\u00fclot tak\u0131m\u0131 ile kar\u015f\u0131mda doya doya sikilecek gen\u00e7 bir kad\u0131n vard\u0131. Dudaklar\u0131na sald\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131mda bu kez dilimi do\u011frudan a\u011fz\u0131na soktum. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck dilini yakalay\u0131p emerken yata\u011f\u0131ma devrildik.<\/p>\n
Sutyen \u00fczerinden tamamen kaym\u0131\u015f, bikini ile g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde akl\u0131m\u0131 alan memeleri iki yana sa\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bir tanesini sert\u00e7e avu\u00e7lad\u0131m di\u011ferini de \u0131s\u0131r\u0131r gibi emdim…<\/p>\n
Orospular\u0131 saymazsak, dokuz on tane kar\u0131 ile birka\u00e7 ayl\u0131k ili\u015fkilerim olmu\u015ftur. B\u00f6yle sert ve b\u00fcy\u00fck memeyi ilk kavray\u0131\u015f\u0131m. Sikim zonklamasa dakikalar ge\u00e7irirdim o memelerde. U\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 dilimle ezerken elimi \u00fcst\u00fcndeki son par\u00e7a olan k\u00fclodun yan\u0131ndan am\u0131na atm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Islanm\u0131\u015f, kayganla\u015fm\u0131\u015f, p\u00fcr\u00fczs\u00fcz bir ten. G\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fcn yana\u011f\u0131n\u0131 avu\u00e7layarak k\u00fclodunu \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131rken Sema g\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fc kald\u0131rarak yard\u0131mc\u0131 oldu. Daha rahat avu\u00e7lad\u0131\u011f\u0131m am sikilmeye haz\u0131r s\u0131cakl\u0131k ve \u0131slakl\u0131ktayd\u0131.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6\u011f\u00fcs ucu ve dudaklar\u0131 aras\u0131nda ge\u00e7en emme \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan kendimi kurtar\u0131p sikimi \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne kavu\u015fturdum. Bacaklar\u0131n\u0131 k\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131mda g\u00f6zleri sikimdeydi. Amc\u0131\u011f\u0131na bir g\u00f6z att\u0131m ben de. G\u00f6\u011f\u00fcs u\u00e7lar\u0131 ile ayn\u0131 renk, onlar gibi etli, kabar\u0131k, kal\u0131n \u00e7izgi \u015feklinde bir amc\u0131k. Dudaklar\u0131 gizli. Sema,<\/p>\n
“Aylard\u0131r yapmad\u0131m…” dedi.<\/p>\n
“Ben de seni hi\u00e7 yapmad\u0131m!” deyince tekrar g\u00fcld\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Sikimin ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 am giri\u015fine s\u00fcrtt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde kolayca ba\u015f k\u0131sm\u0131 \u0131sland\u0131. Ayn\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 tekrar yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda hafif hafif m\u0131r\u0131ldan\u0131r gibi sesler \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. G\u00f6zlerini kapam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Sikimi i\u00e7ine hafif\u00e7e kayd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131mda g\u00f6zleri halen kapal\u0131 olarak,<\/p>\n
“Ahh, ac\u0131d\u0131!” inlemesine giri\u015fimi durdurdum. Biraz ileri geri yapt\u0131m yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ge\u00e7meden.<\/p>\n
Sikim ve amc\u0131\u011f\u0131 yap\u0131\u015f yap\u0131\u015f. Biraz daha itekleyip dudaklar\u0131na e\u011fildim. Son bir hareketle hepsini yerle\u015ftirince dudaklar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k ile a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. \u00c7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sert bir \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fle kapatt\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Sema’ya \u00e7ok kal\u0131n geldi benim yarak. Kocas\u0131n\u0131n sikini biliyordum. \u0130ti, zaman\u0131nda 18’ine girdi diye, ka\u015far bir orospuya g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm. Kar\u0131ya her ergen gibi \u00fc\u00e7 d\u00f6rt posta gidip i\u00e7ti\u011fi biralardan s\u0131zd\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, iti kald\u0131rmak i\u00e7in odaya girmek de bana kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
S\u0131radan bir siki vard\u0131. O s\u0131radan sik bu geni\u015f g\u00f6tl\u00fc, koca memeli afetin amc\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 geni\u015fletememi\u015f do\u011fal olarak. Aylard\u0131r da siki\u015fmediklerine g\u00f6re. O y\u00fczden sikimi sar\u0131yordu bu amc\u0131k.<\/p>\n
Dizlerimin \u00fcst\u00fcnde do\u011frulup sikimin geni\u015fletti\u011fi amc\u0131\u011f\u0131 seyrettim. Dudaklar\u0131 incecik geriliyor. Gerilince pembe noktas\u0131 ortaya \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yordu. Sikim i\u00e7ine g\u00f6m\u00fcl\u00fcnce de patlayacak gibi \u015fi\u015fiyordu. Sema \u00e7iftli\u011fe gelmeden iki kadeh atmam\u0131n faydas\u0131. B\u00f6yle bir amc\u0131\u011fa gen\u00e7ken girsem on saniyede patlard\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Uzun boynu geriye do\u011fru gerildi. Alt duda\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u0131s\u0131rarak ve am\u0131n\u0131n ortalar\u0131nda bir nokta kas\u0131larak orgazm oluyordu k\u0131sra\u011f\u0131m. Durup sakinle\u015fmesini beklemektense hayat\u0131n\u0131n unutulmaz siki\u015fini ya\u015fatmaya karar verdim.<\/p>\n
K\u0131vr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bacaklar\u0131n\u0131 tek omzuma ald\u0131m. Uzun bir inleme \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131ndan. Ba\u015f\u0131ndan beri kapal\u0131 olan g\u00f6zleri a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. Renkleri koyula\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 sanki. Bacaklar\u0131 bu pozisyonda olunca am giri\u015fi iyice daralm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. O halde sert sert sikmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6zleri \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131kla daha da a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. Ben h\u0131zland\u0131k\u00e7a bo\u015flu\u011fa bak\u0131yordu sadece. Sikimi saran am\u0131 geriye gelmeme izin vermiyordu sanki. O derece s\u0131k\u0131 amc\u0131\u011f\u0131…<\/p>\n
“Abi, bittim, bittim ben!” diye kendini geri \u00e7ekmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bacaklar\u0131n\u0131 b\u0131rakt\u0131m ve iki yana a\u00e7t\u0131m. \u00dczerine tamamen aban\u0131p sikimi sakince yerle\u015ftirip bekledim ve<\/p>\n
“Yeni kocan amc\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6llemek istiyor!” dedim.<\/p>\n
“Olmaz, tehlikeli g\u00fcnlerdeyim!” dedi. Dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 emerken tekrar belimi oynatarak sikmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Dayan\u0131lacak noktay\u0131 a\u015f\u0131yordum. B\u00f6yle dar ve kas\u0131lan bir amc\u0131\u011f\u0131 sikmeyeli y\u0131llar olmu\u015ftur. Bakire am\u0131 gibi dar, k\u0131srak gibi d\u00f6llenmek isteyen bir amc\u0131k.<\/p>\n
“Amc\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00e7ok dar, bakire am\u0131 gibi!<\/p>\n
“Bakireli\u011fimi de sen alsayd\u0131n ke\u015fke!”<\/p>\n
“A\u015fk\u0131ms\u0131n!”<\/p>\n
“\u00c7ok g\u00fczeldi a\u015fk\u0131m, \u00e7ok!”<\/p>\n
Sikimi am\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m. \u00dcst\u00fcne do\u011fru e\u011filerek g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerine s\u00fcrtmeye ve \u00e7arpmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Burnunun \u00f6n\u00fcnde sallanan siki elleri ile tutup a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 yukar\u0131 oynamaya, g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerine bast\u0131rmaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Bu sefer ben g\u00f6zlerimi kapad\u0131m. Dizlerim titredi. D\u00f6llerim f\u0131\u015fk\u0131r\u0131rken g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerine s\u00fcrt\u00fcyordu sikimi. Bo\u015falmam dakikalar s\u00fcrd\u00fc sanki. G\u00f6zlerimi a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131mda sol g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fc ve boynunda parlayan d\u00f6llerim aylard\u0131r siki\u015fmemi\u015f bir adam\u0131n t\u00fcm y\u00fck\u00fcyd\u00fc sanki…<\/p>\n
Sema dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6p\u00fcp,<\/p>\n
“Banyo neredeydi?” diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131. Tarif ettim, g\u00fczel g\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7alkalayarak banyoya y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc. G\u00fcn uzun. G\u00fcn\u00fcn sonunda k\u0131zarm\u0131\u015f bir g\u00f6t, sikilmekten s\u0131zlayan bir am ile eve g\u00f6ndermem laz\u0131md\u0131 bu kar\u0131y\u0131.<\/p>\n
O banyoda iken i\u00e7eri girip bir havlu uzatt\u0131m, sabunlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 memesini e\u011filip \u00f6pt\u00fcm. Di\u015f f\u0131r\u00e7as\u0131 arar gibi yap\u0131p \u00e7ekmeceden bir Viagra kapt\u0131m…<\/p>\n
Sema havluya sar\u0131l\u0131p yata\u011fa g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcme do\u011fru uzan\u0131rken Viagray\u0131 enerji i\u00e7ece\u011fi ile \u00e7akm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m bile. Evliyken ilk defa ba\u015fkas\u0131na sikilen her kad\u0131n gibi, biz ne olduk \u015fimdi, nas\u0131l s\u00fcrecek, ama ben evliyim konular\u0131na girmesine f\u0131rsat vermeden, g\u00fczelli\u011finden, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z sevi\u015fmenin harikal\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan dem vurdum. Do\u011frudan seks konu\u015funca utanarak g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyordu hep.<\/p>\n
“Sikimle oynamay\u0131 sevdin galiba?” dedi\u011fimde tekrar g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi. Elini tutup belimdeki havludan s\u0131yr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f yar\u0131 kalkm\u0131\u015f sikime g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Sema sikimi hafif hafif ok\u015farken ben de onun dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 emiyordum…<\/p>\n
“B\u00fcy\u00fck olmas\u0131na \u015fa\u015f\u0131rmad\u0131m!” dedi.<\/p>\n
“Niye, daha \u00f6nce g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f m\u00fcyd\u00fcn sikimi?”<\/p>\n
“O gece sizi duydum biraz.”<\/p>\n
“Hangi gece?” diye anlamazdan geldim.<\/p>\n
“Sevgilinle beraber kald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z gece. Biraz zorlan\u0131yordu sanki.” deyip tekrar mah\u00e7up g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi.<\/p>\n
“Sen de mi zorland\u0131n?<\/p>\n
“H\u0131 h\u0131, \u00e7ok!”<\/p>\n
“\u00d6z\u00fcr dileyeyim o zaman g\u00fczel amc\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan!”<\/p>\n
\u00dcst\u00fcne sard\u0131\u011f\u0131 havluyu \u00e7ekip bacaklar\u0131n\u0131 yataktan salland\u0131rd\u0131m. \u00d6n\u00fcne diz \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcp az evvel sikti\u011fim amc\u0131\u011f\u0131 yalamak i\u00e7in en rahat pozisyonu ald\u0131m. Bu yak\u0131nl\u0131ktan \u00e7ok daha i\u015ftah a\u00e7\u0131c\u0131 bir amc\u0131k.<\/p>\n
Dilimi bacaklar\u0131n\u0131n iki yan\u0131nda gezdirirken yukar\u0131 bakt\u0131m. G\u00f6zleri a\u00e7\u0131k. G\u00f6zlerinin i\u00e7ine baka baka amc\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u015fi\u015fkin d\u0131\u015f\u0131na dilimi bast\u0131rd\u0131m. G\u00f6zleri kapand\u0131. Belini hafif y\u00fckseltti. Uzun bir nefes b\u0131rakt\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n
Sanat\u0131m\u0131 icra etmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Am dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 dudaklar\u0131m ile s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131mda uzunca bir inleme, dilimi alt taraftan ufac\u0131k g\u00f6t deli\u011finden amc\u0131\u011f\u0131na kadarki \u00e7izgide doland\u0131r\u0131nca daha uzun bir inleme. Parmaklar\u0131m\u0131 da ok\u015fama i\u015fine sokup pembecik nokta b\u0131z\u0131r\u0131na dilim de\u011fince derin derin \u0131hlamalar.<\/p>\n
Dilimi am\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7inde yanlar\u0131nda gezdirdi\u011fim anlarda ise sular\u0131 kendini tamamen b\u0131rakmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Tatl\u0131 tatl\u0131 sular\u0131. Am sular\u0131 ile a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131 \u015fap\u0131rdatarak b\u0131z\u0131r\u0131na sald\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131mda tekrar yukar\u0131 bakt\u0131m. Uzun boynu tekrar k\u0131vr\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n
Parma\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7ine kay\u0131nca g\u00f6be\u011fi hafif titredi. Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 g\u00fc\u00e7s\u00fcz elleri ile iteklemeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmas\u0131na biraz daha b\u0131z\u0131r\u0131n\u0131 emerek tepki verdim. \u0130nlemesini \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k haline getirdi\u011fimde ise am sular\u0131 ile kapl\u0131 dilimi do\u011frulup a\u011fz\u0131na soktum. \u0130stekle dilimi emdi.<\/p>\n
“Am sular\u0131n \u00e7ok tatl\u0131 de\u011fil mi, sikimi tatmak istiyor musun sen de?” deyip yata\u011f\u0131n kenar\u0131nda aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Kalkm\u0131\u015f sikimin ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 eli ile ok\u015fad\u0131. G\u00fczel dudaklar\u0131n\u0131n pembe dilinin sikimle kavu\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131 zevkle seyrettim. Sikimi eli ile daha da kald\u0131r\u0131p k\u00f6k\u00fcn\u00fc yalayarak yukar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Sik yalamay\u0131 biliyordu bu kar\u0131.<\/p>\n
Akl\u0131ma, it kocas\u0131n\u0131n bu m\u00fckemmel kar\u0131 ile ni\u015fanl\u0131 iken, bekaretine dokunmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in a\u011fland\u0131\u011f\u0131, abi sadece oral yap\u0131yor diye dert yand\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcnler geldi. \u0130ki y\u0131l bile s\u00fcremeyen evliliklerinde am\u0131 az kullan\u0131lm\u0131\u015fken, sik yalamadaki h\u00fcneri bu y\u00fczden demek ki.<\/p>\n
Ohh, \u00e7ok g\u00fczel emiyor ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131. Dili ile ucunu \u00e7ok g\u00fczel geziyor. \u0130lk sevi\u015fme filan dinlemem, bu posta a\u011fz\u0131nda bitecek bu kar\u0131n\u0131n. A\u011fz\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m ve<\/p>\n
“D\u00f6n bana g\u00fczel g\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fc!” dedim. D\u00f6nd\u00fc. Belini havaland\u0131r\u0131p domaltt\u0131m. Islanm\u0131\u015f sikim sular damlayan amc\u0131\u011f\u0131na daha rahat kayd\u0131 yine. Rahat kayd\u0131, ama halen \u00e7ok dar ve s\u0131cak amc\u0131\u011f\u0131.<\/p>\n
“Be\u011fendin mi sikimi?” deyip g\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fcn yana\u011f\u0131na bir tokat att\u0131m. Bu kadar sert bir g\u00f6t beklemiyordum. Kar\u0131y\u0131 siktik\u00e7e her yerine a\u015f\u0131k oluyordum sanki. Bir tokat daha yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131mda,<\/p>\n
“Off ac\u0131d\u0131!” dedi. Bunu demeyecekti i\u015fte. G\u00f6t yanaklar\u0131na s\u0131ra ile tokatlar\u0131 indirerek sikimi am\u0131na k\u00f6kleye k\u00f6kleye sikmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Belim a\u011fr\u0131yana ve g\u00f6t\u00fc k\u0131pk\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 olana kadar devam ettim. Ne dedi\u011fi anla\u015f\u0131lmaz bir \u015fekilde say\u0131klar gibi konu\u015fmaya ve \u00f6ne do\u011fru y\u0131\u011f\u0131lmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Omuzlar\u0131ndan tutup kendime \u00e7ektim, iki kolunu kavrad\u0131m. Yar\u0131 havalanm\u0131\u015f haldeyken am\u0131na daha sert k\u0131sa darbeler ile girmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Etlerin \u00e7arpma sesi, onun \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131,<\/p>\n
“B\u0131raaaaakkk!” diye ba\u011f\u0131rana kadar s\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Kollar\u0131n\u0131 b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda \u00f6ne do\u011fru y\u0131\u011f\u0131ld\u0131 kald\u0131. Yata\u011f\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na do\u011fru s\u0131rt\u0131m\u0131 dayay\u0131p oturdum ve<\/p>\n
“Gel a\u015fk\u0131m!” dedim. G\u00f6zlerini zorla a\u00e7\u0131p i\u015faret etti\u011fim kuca\u011f\u0131ma oturdu. \u0130\u00e7ine girmeden biraz dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6perek ve g\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fcn yanaklar\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015fayarak sakinle\u015ftirdim.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6\u011f\u00fcsleri ilgi bekliyordu ama. U\u00e7lar\u0131 \u015fi\u015fmi\u015f. B\u00fcy\u00fck ellerime bile s\u0131\u011fmayan karpuz memeler. Birinin ucuna di\u015flerimi s\u00fcrterken yava\u015f\u00e7a g\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fc kald\u0131rd\u0131m. Bir kad\u0131n\u0131n sikimi am\u0131na kendi ayarlay\u0131p sokmas\u0131 ne ho\u015f.<\/p>\n
Sikime tamamen oturdu\u011funda yine k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir, “Ah!” sesi ile bekledi. G\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerine kendimi kapt\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Biraz hareketsiz bekledi. Boynuma sar\u0131l\u0131p beni g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcsleri ile ba\u015f ba\u015fa b\u0131rak\u0131p belini oynatarak sikimin \u00fcst\u00fcnde sakin sakin gezinmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Bir kad\u0131n\u0131n en sevdi\u011fim hali bu. Transa ge\u00e7ip ba\u015fka alemlere gidiyorlar sanki. Kendimi iyice geri att\u0131m. Karpuz memelerini s\u0131k\u0131p u\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015fayarak \u00fczerimde k\u0131vranan k\u0131sra\u011f\u0131 seyre dald\u0131m. \u0130nlemeleri k\u0131s\u0131k…<\/p>\n
Bir s\u00fcre sonra inlemeleri artmaya ba\u015flay\u0131nca ellerimi yine g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerine koydurdu. G\u00f6zleri s\u0131k\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131 kapal\u0131. Ben g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerini s\u0131kt\u0131k\u00e7a inlemesi ve gezinme h\u0131z\u0131 y\u00fckseldi. Sikimi saran kas\u0131lmalar\u0131 ile yine sikim am\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7inde durdu kald\u0131. Orgazm olurken \u0131\u015f\u0131k sa\u00e7\u0131yor, daha g\u00fczel oluyordu bu kar\u0131…<\/p>\n
E\u011filip dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 te\u015fekk\u00fcr eder gibi \u00f6perken,<\/p>\n
“Bo\u015falmak \u00fczereyim, kalk!” dedim. Acele etmeden do\u011fruldu, bana bakt\u0131. Dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 emdim tekrar.<\/p>\n
“Yine k\u00f6k\u00fcnden ba\u015flasana yalamaya. Akl\u0131m\u0131 ald\u0131n!” dedim.<\/p>\n
Dedi\u011fimi yapt\u0131. Terden ve am sular\u0131ndan \u0131slanm\u0131\u015f ta\u015faklar\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6perek ba\u015flad\u0131. Sonra sikimin k\u00f6k\u00fcnden ba\u015f\u0131na kadar \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131na hapsetti. Dilini kullanarak tekrar k\u00f6k\u00fcne indi.<\/p>\n
“Hepsini alam\u0131yorum…” diye s\u00f6ylenir gibi sesler \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. (Kocan\u0131n \u00e7\u00fck\u00fc gibi de\u011fil!) diyecektim, demedim. \u015eimdi o iti bu ortama tekrar katmaya gerek yoktu.<\/p>\n
Y\u0131llard\u0131r tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m han\u0131m han\u0131mc\u0131k bildi\u011fim bu g\u00fczelli\u011fin sikimi i\u015ftahla ve i\u015fini bilerek yalamas\u0131. Dayanmak m\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011fil. D\u0131\u015farda hava da kararm\u0131\u015f hafif. Ka\u00e7 saattir siki\u015fiyoruz bu kar\u0131 ile.<\/p>\n
Dili sikimin ba\u015f k\u0131sm\u0131na geldi\u011fi bir anda f\u0131\u015fk\u0131rmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. Hafif geri \u00e7ekildi. \u0130lk b\u00fcy\u00fck f\u0131\u015fk\u0131rmalar ge\u00e7ince sikimin k\u00f6k\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6vdesini yalayarak kalbimi yerinden \u00e7\u0131karmaya devam etti. \u0130ki eli ile son damlalar ve benim b\u00f6\u011f\u00fcrmelerim bitene kadar sikimi sa\u011fmay\u0131 s\u00fcrd\u00fcrd\u00fc…<\/p>\n
Deli gibi ac\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Yemekten sonra viagran\u0131n katk\u0131s\u0131 ile mutfakta ba\u015flayan siki\u015fim bacak omuza pozisyonunda i\u00e7inden zor \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p iki g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcs aras\u0131na att\u0131rmam ile sonu\u00e7land\u0131…<\/p>\n
Bo\u015fanma masraflar\u0131n\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131lamak bana kald\u0131. Benim avukatl\u0131k b\u00fcrom yap\u0131nca s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131 olmad\u0131 asl\u0131nda \ud83d\ude42 Ge\u00e7en hafta ilk siki\u015fimiz \u00fcst\u00fcnden bir y\u0131l ge\u00e7mi\u015f oldu. Ama halen ilk g\u00fcnk\u00fc gibi ate\u015fli oluyor her siki\u015fmemiz.<\/p>\n
Eski kocas\u0131 olacak it 4 ay \u00f6nce yedi\u011fi birka\u00e7 a\u011f\u0131r dayaktan sonra ta\u015f\u0131nm\u0131\u015f buralardan. Ciddi d\u00f6vm\u00fc\u015fler, surat\u0131na tekme filan atm\u0131\u015flar, yaz\u0131k. Burnunu da k\u0131r\u0131n dememi\u015ftim oysa \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Babas\u0131n\u0131 tan\u0131r\u0131m itin. Babam\u0131n yan\u0131nda \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 babas\u0131. Onun hat\u0131r\u0131na bir\u00e7ok yere i\u015fe soktum. Hi\u00e7 birinde tutunamad\u0131. Severim de iti. Temiz …<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[36],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-747","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-seks-hikayeleri"],"yoast_head":"\n