Selamlar,\u00a0Ensest Hikaye\u00a0severler icin
\nBen Hakan \u015fu an 33 ya\u015f\u0131nday\u0131m.Size y\u0131llar \u00f6nce ya\u015f\u0131t\u0131m,kuzenim Asl\u0131han ile ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z ve hala akl\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131kmayan olaylar silsilesini anlatmak istiyorum.Yakla\u015f\u0131k olarak 10 seneye yay\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir \u015fekilde ger\u00e7ekle\u015fti bunlar.<\/p>\n
Olaylar ben 15 ya\u015f\u0131ndayken ba\u015flad\u0131.Ergen zamanlar\u0131m\u0131z kan\u0131m\u0131z h\u0131zl\u0131 ak\u0131yor,deli \u00e7a\u011flar\u0131m\u0131z.Akl\u0131m\u0131z belden a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor haliyle.
\nAsl\u0131han ile akrabal\u0131k ili\u015fkisi olarak pek yak\u0131n de\u011fildik ayda bir ancak g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fck bir birimizi.Zaten uzun s\u00fcredir ayn\u0131 \u015fehirde bile de\u011fildik,olay\u0131n ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 kafeyi de \u015fehre yeni ta\u015f\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z zaman a\u00e7m\u0131\u015ft\u0131k.<\/p>\n
Asl\u0131han ya\u015f\u0131na g\u00f6re boyu ve kilosuyla \u00e7\u0131t\u0131 p\u0131t\u0131 biriydi.Simsiyah sa\u00e7lar\u0131,ela g\u00f6zleri ve beyaz teniyle ilerde yani \u015fu an bile hala akl\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131kmayan bir kad\u0131n.
\nBir g\u00fcn Asl\u0131han dershaneden \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f evine gitmeden \u00f6nce bizim cafeye ziyarete geldi.Kafe ailece i\u015fletti\u011fimiz k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir kafeydi.Mutfak k\u0131sm\u0131nda,k\u00f6\u015fede duran masaya oturmu\u015f k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir hal hat\u0131rdan,bir \u015feyler i\u00e7tikten sonra derslerinde ba\u015far\u0131l\u0131 oldu\u011funu bildi\u011fim i\u00e7in matematik soru bankas\u0131ndan bir ka\u00e7 soru \u00e7\u00f6zerek bana ders anlatmas\u0131n\u0131 istedim.\u0130lk ba\u015fta akl\u0131mda hi\u00e7 bir k\u00f6t\u00fc niyet yoktu asl\u0131nda.G\u00fczel g\u00fczel soru \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcp ders anlat\u0131yordu.Ak\u015fam saati oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in mutfak k\u0131sm\u0131nda babam yoktu,kasada oturmu\u015f televizyon izliyordu.Asl\u0131han ile ba\u015f ba\u015fa oldu\u011fumuzdan m\u0131 bilemem de\u011fi\u015fik duygular kaplad\u0131 i\u00e7imi,o anlat\u0131yor ama kendimde de\u011fildim.A\u011fz\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kan kelimeler farkl\u0131 geliyordu dudaklar\u0131na kenetlendi g\u00f6z\u00fcm her kelimeyi havada kap\u0131yordum.Yan yana oturdu\u011fumuzdan dolay\u0131 bacaklar\u0131m\u0131z temas halindeydi.Kot giymesine ra\u011fmen s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissediyordum.Bu durum ona normal gelebilirdi ,rahats\u0131z olmayabilirdi akl\u0131nda k\u00f6t\u00fc bir \u015fey olmamas\u0131ndan dolay\u0131.Ama beni bir tuhaf etmi\u015fti s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131.<\/p>\n
Dedim ya ergenlik y\u0131llar\u0131,kan\u0131m kayn\u0131yor.Sorular\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6zerken bir ara sol elimi yasland\u0131\u011f\u0131 sandalyeye koydum,art\u0131k kolumla da s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissedebiliyordum.O soru \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcyor ,anlat\u0131yor lakin dinleyen yok.Sa\u011f dirse\u011fimi masaya koymu\u015f yana\u011f\u0131m\u0131 avucuma yaslam\u0131\u015f ka\u00e7amak bir \u015fekilde dudaklar\u0131na kilitlenmi\u015f bir \u015fekilde onu izliyordum.Bana bakmak i\u00e7in d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc vakit g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131p soruya bak\u0131yordum ve hemen ard\u0131ndan sanki dinliyor ve anl\u0131yormu\u015f gibi ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 sallay\u0131p onayl\u0131yordum.Siyah sa\u00e7lar\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcne d\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f o ela g\u00f6zlerini kapat\u0131yordu .Parf\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fcn kokusunu olabildi\u011fince i\u00e7ime \u00e7ekip belli etmeden derin nefesler al\u0131yordum .Elimi a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya do\u011fru indirdim yasland\u0131\u011f\u0131 sandalyenin arkas\u0131ndaki ince demirlere g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm ve bir cesaret parmaklar\u0131mla demirlerin aras\u0131ndan kal\u00e7a k\u0131sm\u0131na hafif\u00e7e dokunmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m .\u0130lk ba\u015flarda anlamam\u0131\u015f olmal\u0131 ki halinde bir de\u011fi\u015fiklik yoktu,ders anlatmaya devam ediyordu.Kendimi fazla kapt\u0131rm\u0131\u015f olmal\u0131y\u0131m ki dokunurken biraz sert bast\u0131rd\u0131m san\u0131r\u0131m.Sesi kesildi.Ama i\u00e7ten i\u00e7ten soru \u00e7\u00f6zmeye devam ediyordu.Bu sefer bana hi\u00e7 bakm\u0131yordu,baksa bile g\u00f6z g\u00f6ze gelemezdik zaten sanki dokunan ben de\u011filmi\u015fim hi\u00e7bir \u015fey yokmu\u015f gibi \u00e7\u00f6zd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc sorulara bak\u0131yor kalem hareketlerini izliyordum.Daha fazla cesaret g\u00f6sterip daha hoyrat davranmak istedim ama hi\u00e7bir tepki vermedi\u011fi i\u00e7in parmaklar\u0131mla dokunmaktan ileri gidemiyordum.Bir iki soru daha \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcp \u2018\u2019Ben kalkay\u0131m ge\u00e7 oldu\u2019\u2019 dedi g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc soru bankas\u0131ndan ay\u0131rmadan.<\/p>\n
Sanki hi\u00e7bir \u015fey yokmu\u015f gibi \u2018\u2019Biraz daha \u00e7\u00f6zelim mi?\u2019\u2019 dedim,bir \u015fey demedi \u00e7\u00f6zmeye devam etti.Konu\u015fmas\u0131 beni cesaretlendirdi,bu kez parmaklar\u0131mla kal\u00e7as\u0131 aras\u0131nda duran demirden kurtulup saldalyenin i\u00e7 taraf\u0131ndan kal\u00e7as\u0131na avcumu yaslad\u0131m ,ufaktan ufaktan avu\u00e7lamaya ba\u015flad\u0131m.Ba\u015f\u0131m \u00f6n\u00fcmde art\u0131k sorulara da bakm\u0131yordum,bakam\u0131yordum.Olurda g\u00f6z g\u00f6ze geliriz diye.Avcum kal\u00e7as\u0131ndayken ba\u015f parma\u011f\u0131m\u0131 kotunun i\u00e7ine\u00a0soktum\u00a0.S\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 d\u00f6nd\u00fcrmeye yetti.Zar zor elimi kotunun i\u00e7ine soktum art\u0131k aradaki engeller kalkm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 tenine temas ediyordum.\u015eu an hi\u00e7bir \u015fey ifade etmeyen \u015fey o an ilk defa bir kad\u0131na dokunman\u0131n vermi\u015f oldu\u011fu duyguyla beni etkilemeyi ba\u015farm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.Bir s\u00fcre daha kal\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015fad\u0131ktan sonra kendime geldim. Ne yap\u0131yordum ben,resmen kuzenimi taciz ediyordum.Ses \u00e7\u0131karmamas\u0131 sanki bu i\u015fi onayl\u0131yormu\u015f gibi alg\u0131lamama neden oldu san\u0131r\u0131m.Elimi kal\u00e7as\u0131ndan \u00e7ekip \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m.Bir s\u00fcre bekledikten sonra kalkt\u0131m aya\u011fa o da kitab\u0131 kapat\u0131p \u00e7antas\u0131na koydu.G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fcz deyip mutfaktan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.O an ilk defa bir kad\u0131na dokunman\u0131n vermi\u015f oldu\u011fu haz ve bunun yan\u0131nda kendi r\u0131zas\u0131 olmadan dokunman\u0131n pi\u015fmanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 aras\u0131nda duygu karma\u015fas\u0131yla kafamda f\u0131rt\u0131nalar kopuyordu .Ya beni \u015fikayet ederse! Rezil herif ,iyi bok yedin.O gece bu olay\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm ve yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n ne derece do\u011fru olup olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na karar vermeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015farak uyudum.<\/p>\n
Birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn sonra hafta sonu evdeydim bilgisayar ba\u015f\u0131nda oyun oynuyordum.Karde\u015fim \u2018\u2019Abi Asl\u0131han abla seni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yor bir \u015fey diyecekmi\u015f\u2019\u2019 dedi.Asl\u0131han\u2019\u0131n geldi\u011finden haberim yoktu,i\u00e7im bir an k\u0131p\u0131r k\u0131p\u0131r oldu .Sonra kafamda tilkiler dolanmaya ba\u015flad\u0131 niye geldi acaba, kimseye bir \u015fey s\u00f6yledi mi diye.Ge\u00e7tim odaya cam kenar\u0131nda perdenin arkas\u0131ndan d\u0131\u015far\u0131y\u0131 izliyordu. \u2018\u2019 Efendim, beni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n \u2018\u2019dedim.Bir s\u00fcre bekledikten sonra \u2018\u2019Seni seviyorum,sevgili olal\u0131m m\u0131\u2019\u2019 dedi.Ge\u00e7en g\u00fcn ki olaydan sonra ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fum pi\u015fmanl\u0131ktan m\u0131 bilemem,sanki hi\u00e7bir \u015fey ya\u015fanmam\u0131\u015f gibi \u2018\u2019Ne sevgilisi be,kuzeniz biz!\u2019\u2019 dedim.O an on saniye s\u00fcrmedi ama inan\u0131n hayat\u0131mda en pi\u015fman oldu\u011fum ve bana senelere mal olan bir on saniye oldu.Hala daha d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u00fcm.Nas\u0131l b\u00f6yle bir denyoluk yapar\u0131m.Ona kar\u015f\u0131 yapm\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fum \u015feyden sonra bir his beslemi\u015f gelmi\u015f aya\u011f\u0131na kadar teklif ediyor ve senin tak\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131n tavra bak.San\u0131r\u0131m yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015feyin pi\u015fmanl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla olmal\u0131 ki ona kuzen oldu\u011fumuz ger\u00e7e\u011fini hayk\u0131rma gereksinimi duydum ve bu \u015fekilde kendi kendime bunun imkans\u0131z oldu\u011fu ger\u00e7e\u011fini de hayk\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n
O olaydan sonra uzun bir s\u00fcre g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmedik ne zaman denk gelsek ka\u00e7ard\u0131k bir birimizden.Sene sonunda s\u0131nava girdi sonucunda da \u00fcniversiteyi kazand\u0131 ve gitti.<\/p>\n
Yakla\u015f\u0131k iki sene sonra d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn vesilesiyle memlekete di\u011fer kuzenim Melahat ablam geldi.Ablam yoktur ama onu abla gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm,ger\u00e7ek ablam gibi severim.\u015eakac\u0131,laf\u0131n\u0131 esirgemez,k\u00fclt\u00fcrl\u00fc biridir. Bir ak\u015fam yatmadan \u00f6nce balkonda muhabbete dald\u0131k bo\u015f konulardan konu\u015fup g\u0131rg\u0131r \u015famata edip sigara i\u00e7iyorken konu Asl\u0131aha geldi.Kazand\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fcniversite Melahat ablamlar\u0131n ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015fehirdeydi,onlar\u0131n evinde kal\u0131yordu.Asl\u0131han\u0131n \u00e7ok de\u011fi\u015fti\u011fini Metalcilerle tak\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledi(Bu arada Asl\u0131han\u0131n annesi ve babas\u0131 o daha 5 ya\u015flar\u0131ndayken ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015flard\u0131.Babas\u0131 ikinci evlili\u011fini yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ve \u00e7ocuklu\u011funun b\u00fcy\u00fck bir k\u0131sm\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z annesinden uzakta \u00fcvey annesiyle beraber ge\u00e7irmi\u015fti. Bildi\u011fim kadar\u0131yla \u00fcvey annesi hi\u00e7 ay\u0131rt etmemi\u015fti di\u011fer karde\u015flerinden ama etkileniyor insan ister istemez)Bunun \u00e7evresine ve akrabalar aras\u0131nda fark\u0131ndal\u0131k yaratma \u00e7abas\u0131ndan oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yledi. Kar\u0131\u015fmam\u0131\u015f ama kimlerle g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor diye msn\u2019deki sohbet kay\u0131tlar\u0131n\u0131 gizlice kaydetmi\u015f ve bana Asl\u0131han\u0131n msn\u2019de kendinden b\u00fcy\u00fck ki\u015filerle sex sohbetleri yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledi.G\u00fclerek azm\u0131\u015f bu ,evlendirelim seni bunla dedi,\u015faka yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 biliyordum lakin ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z olaylardan dolay\u0131 tepki bile veremedim.Acaba ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z olay\u0131 anlatt\u0131 da ondan m\u0131 b\u00f6yle dedi diye kas kat\u0131 kesildim.Konu de\u011fi\u015fti bir s\u00fcre daha ba\u015fka \u015feylerden konu\u015fup yatt\u0131k.
\nErtesi g\u00fcn ak\u015fam d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn salonuna gittik,kuzenlerle oturuyorken Asl\u0131han\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.Aman Allah\u0131m bu ne g\u00fczellik.Bir insan iki senede bu kadar m\u0131 de\u011fi\u015fir.Kafedeki Asl\u0131handan eser yoktu.Boy atm\u0131\u015f,serpilmi\u015f.Sa\u00e7lar\u0131 nerdeyse beline kadar d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f kal\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne kadar geliyordu.G\u00f6\u011f\u00fcsleri bol giyinmesine ra\u011fmen siyah T-shirt\u2019\u00fcnden bile b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc belli oluyordu.Bir cesaret gittim yan\u0131na \u2018\u2019Ho\u015f geldin\u2019\u2019dedim. \u2018\u2019Ho\u015f bulduk ,nas\u0131ls\u0131n.Uzun zaman oldu g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015femedik dedi\u2019\u2019dedi. Sevdi\u011fim bir \u015fairin dizelerinde ki gibi.Sen sorars\u0131n da derdim mi kal\u0131r be Asl\u0131han \u2026 \u2018\u2019\u0130yiyim\u2019\u2019 demekle yetinebildim o an ki b\u00fcy\u00fcyle.Delicesine onu arzuluyordum ama hi\u00e7 bir \u015fey diyemedim.Dans zaman\u0131 dansa kald\u0131rd\u0131m m\u00fczik e\u015fli\u011finde dans ettik sonra yerine oturdu.D\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn bitmeye yak\u0131n yan\u0131na gittim .Melahat ablan\u0131n bizde kald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledim,gece film izleyip muhabbet ederiz diye eve davet ettim.<\/p>\n
Sevinerek kabul etti.D\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn bitti yava\u015ftan toplan\u0131p eve ge\u00e7tik.D\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn dolay\u0131s\u0131yla ev kalabal\u0131kt\u0131.Yatma saati geldi millet yatt\u0131. Melahat ablam ve Asl\u0131han oturma odas\u0131nda \u00e7erezler e\u015fli\u011finde Dvd Player\u2019dan film izlemeye ba\u015flad\u0131k.Film bitti gece baya\u011f\u0131 ilerlemi\u015fti uykumuz geldi yatmaya karar verdik.Odalar misafirlerden dolay\u0131 doluydu.Oturma odas\u0131nda yatacakt\u0131k.Kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131kl\u0131 iki tane \u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc kanepe vard\u0131.Birinde ablam ve k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z karde\u015fim di\u011fer \u00fc\u00e7l\u00fcde ben Asl\u0131han ise iki kanepe aras\u0131nda yere serdi\u011fimiz yatakta uyumaya ba\u015flad\u0131k.Uyumak ile uyumamak aras\u0131nda bir evrede bir s\u00fcre dald\u0131m.Kendime geldi\u011fimde i\u015feme ihtiyac\u0131 hissettim kalkt\u0131m tuvalete gidip geri d\u00f6nd\u00fcm.Perdenin kapal\u0131 olmas\u0131ndan dolay\u0131 sokak lambas\u0131n\u0131n \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7ok hafiften ayd\u0131nlat\u0131yordu oday\u0131.Hen\u00fcz se\u00e7ebiliyodum her \u015feyi.Kanepeye ge\u00e7tim oturdum yerde yatan Asl\u0131han\u0131 izledim bir s\u00fcre .Akl\u0131ma gizlice dokunma geldi ama \u00e7ekindim .Girdim yata\u011fa ama uyumak na m\u00fcmk\u00fcn.G\u00f6z\u00fcme bir damla uyku girmiyordu.Gizlice dokunma hissi bile sertle\u015fmeme yetti.Dokunsam m\u0131 dokunmasam m\u0131 diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm bir s\u00fcre.Sonunda ne olacaksa olsun dedim sessizce yere inip yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 yata\u011f\u0131n yan\u0131na uzand\u0131m.Elimi yava\u015f\u00e7a yorgan\u0131n i\u00e7ine soktum.S\u0131rt\u0131 bana d\u00f6n\u00fck sa\u011f aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 uzatm\u0131\u015f,sol aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 karn\u0131na do\u011fru \u00e7ekip sa\u011f taraf\u0131na do\u011fru yat\u0131yordu. Elimi kal\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne koyup bir s\u00fcre bekledim.Hareket yoktu derin derin nefes al\u0131p veriyordu.Uyanma belirtilerinden eser yoktu.Elimi yava\u015f\u00e7a hareket ettirdim pijaman\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnden.Yava\u015f\u00e7a kal\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131na am\u0131na do\u011fru g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm,s\u0131cac\u0131kt\u0131.Her bir hareketten sonra bekleyip uyan\u0131p uyanmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kontrol ediyordum.Yine uyanma belirtisi yoktu.Bir s\u00fcre parma\u011f\u0131mla am\u0131n\u0131 hissetmeye devam ettim.Sikim rahats\u0131z edecek \u015fekilde sertle\u015fmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n
Giydi\u011fim pijama rahats\u0131z ediyordu nerdeyse.Hareketsiz yatmas\u0131n\u0131n vermi\u015f oldu\u011fu cesaretle elimi yava\u015f\u00e7a k\u00fclodundan i\u00e7eriye sokup kal\u00e7as\u0131na dokundum.Tenine temas ediyordum art\u0131k.Yava\u015f yava\u015f am\u0131na do\u011fru g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm.Yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 pozisyondan dolay\u0131 am\u0131 d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f hi\u00e7 zorlanmadan dokunabiliyordum.\u0130lk ba\u015flarda orta ve y\u00fcz\u00fck parma\u011f\u0131mla aras\u0131nda gezdirdim sonra elimi arkas\u0131na al\u0131p am\u0131n\u0131 avu\u00e7lay\u0131p orta parma\u011f\u0131mla am\u0131na boylu boyunca uzat\u0131p bask\u0131 yap\u0131p b\u0131rak\u0131yordum,acayip bir \u0131slakl\u0131k vard\u0131.\u0130lk defa bir kad\u0131na dokunuyordum.O an\u0131n vermi\u015f oldu\u011fu hissi kelimelerle anlatamam.Bir s\u00fcre daha ok\u015fad\u0131ktan sonra biraz hareket etti.Elimi \u00e7ektim hemen.Hareketsiz \u015fekilde kald\u0131m oldu\u011fum yerde.Uyand\u0131 ve her \u015fey bitti diye ge\u00e7irdim akl\u0131mdan .Lakin uyanma belirtileri yoktu.Bir s\u00fcre bekledikten sonra elimi pijamas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnden kal\u00e7as\u0131na ve am\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm.Bir s\u00fcre durup ok\u015famaya ba\u015flad\u0131m.Ve o an\u2026elini elimin \u00fcst\u00fcne koydu ,tuttu pijamas\u0131ndan i\u00e7eri sokup kal\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne koydu.\u00d6yle korktum ki de\u011fil elimi \u00e7ekip kanepeye \u00e7\u0131kmak evden bile \u00e7\u0131kabilirdim.Bir ka\u00e7 saniyelik korkudan sonra pani\u011fi atlatt\u0131m.Hi\u00e7bir \u015fekilde hareket etmiyordu lakin uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 biliyordum.Art\u0131k kopsun nerden kopacaksa dedim ve elimi hareket ettirmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m yava\u015f\u00e7a.Islanm\u0131\u015f am\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm elimi parmaklar\u0131m s\u0131r\u0131ls\u0131klam olmu\u015ftu.O \u0131slakl\u0131kla arka deli\u011fine s\u00fcrt\u00fcyordum parma\u011f\u0131m\u0131.Orta parma\u011f\u0131mla bask\u0131 yap\u0131yordum bir yandan g\u00f6t\u00fcne.O ise k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck hareketlerle kal\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 sall\u0131yordu yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerden.Bakire olabilece\u011fini bildi\u011fim i\u00e7in am\u0131na \u0131slakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 almak d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda pek bir bask\u0131 uygulayam\u0131yordum.Lakin g\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fcn deli\u011fini parmaklamaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m yava\u015ftan.Pijamas\u0131n\u0131 indirmeye yeltendim ama sol aya\u011f\u0131 karn\u0131na do\u011fru \u00e7ekti\u011fi i\u00e7in indiremedim.Aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fczeltti yava\u015f\u00e7a pijamas\u0131n\u0131 indirdim dizine kadar,sol aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kurtard\u0131m pijamas\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n
Tekrar \u00e7ekti karn\u0131na do\u011fru.Am\u0131 ve kal\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 tekrar \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 ortaya.O an odada ikimizden ba\u015fkas\u0131 olmasa \u00e7oktan g\u00f6t\u00fcnden sikmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m lakin ablam 2 metre \u00f6temizde kanepede yat\u0131yordu.Olabildi\u011fince sessiz hareket ediyordum.Yava\u015f\u00e7a ters d\u00f6nd\u00fcm ve ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 yorgan\u0131n i\u00e7ine soktum.O \u0131slakl\u0131\u011f\u0131 tatmak istiyordum delicesine.A\u011fz\u0131m\u0131 am\u0131na dayad\u0131m emip koklamaya ba\u015flad\u0131m.Dilimle boylu boyunca yalay\u0131p emiyordum am\u0131n\u0131.Yorgan\u0131n i\u00e7inde oldu\u011fum i\u00e7in \u00e7\u0131kan o k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck seslere ald\u0131r\u0131\u015f etmiyordum.Bir am\u0131na bir g\u00f6t deli\u011fine boylu boyunca gezdiriyordum dilimi.O ise k\u0131vran\u0131yordu.\u0130ki elime iyice a\u00e7t\u0131m kal\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 ve dilimle g\u00f6t deli\u011fine zorlamaya ba\u015flad\u0131m.Temiz olup olmamas\u0131 hi\u00e7 umurumda de\u011fildi o an.Zevkten ba\u015fka bir \u015fey d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnemiyordum.Elini al\u0131p pijamam\u0131n i\u00e7ine sokup ta\u015f gibi olmu\u015f sikime g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm.Avucuna al\u0131p s\u0131k\u0131p b\u0131rak\u0131yordu acemice.<\/p>\n
Ben ise burnumu am\u0131na sokup dilimle g\u00f6t deli\u011fini yalay\u0131p yumu\u015fat\u0131yordum.Nefessiz kalma pahas\u0131na g\u00f6m\u00fcyordum y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131na .Elini geriye do\u011fru tutmaktan a\u011fr\u0131m\u0131\u015f olacak ki \u00e7ekti elini sikimden.Bana do\u011fru d\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcp ben de yata\u011fa girdim.Pijamam\u0131 dizime kadar indirip sa\u011f aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m.Sikimi a\u011fz\u0131na do\u011fru g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcp yan \u015fekilde 69 pozisyonunda baca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p am\u0131na g\u00f6md\u00fcm a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131,emiyor dil at\u0131yordum deli\u011fine .Sular\u0131n\u0131n bir damlas\u0131n\u0131 bile b\u0131rakm\u0131yordum o ise sikimin ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131na al\u0131p emiyor dil at\u0131yordu.Odada emme sesleri yank\u0131 yap\u0131yordu eminim lakin o an\u0131n vermi\u015f oldu\u011fu heyecan,duygu ve zevkle hi\u00e7 umurumda de\u011fildi a\u00e7\u0131k\u00e7as\u0131.Nerdeyse a\u011fz\u0131na bo\u015falacak duruma geldim ki geri \u00e7ektim sikimi.Yava\u015f\u00e7a kalkt\u0131m pijamam\u0131 giydim.Onu da giydirdim ,elinden tuttum odadan \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m ve antrede d\u0131\u015f kap\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda yere oturup s\u0131rt\u0131m\u0131 duvara yaslad\u0131m.Kuca\u011f\u0131ma oturdu \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fmeye ba\u015flad\u0131k.Bir yandan kal\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015fuyor,elimi pijamas\u0131ndan i\u00e7eri sokup arka deli\u011fine ula\u015fmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131p deli\u011fini zorluyordum.Dillerimiz dans ediyordu karanl\u0131kta.Muhakkak ses \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yordu ama yakalanma korkusunun vermi\u015f oldu\u011fu adrenalin ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z zevki iki kat\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yordu san\u0131r\u0131m bu nedenle umursayam\u0131yorduk sesleri.S\u0131rt \u00fcst\u00fc yat\u0131rd\u0131m bir aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 pijamas\u0131ndan kurtard\u0131m.Bacaklar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131 bende pijamam\u0131 dizime kadar indirip \u00fczerine uzand\u0131m am\u0131na s\u00fcrtmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m.M\u00fckemmel bir histi s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissetmek.Elimi t\u00fck\u00fcr\u00fckle \u0131slat\u0131p sikimin ba\u015f\u0131na s\u00fcrd\u00fcm ve g\u00f6t\u00fcne dayad\u0131m sikimi.Bacaklar\u0131n\u0131 geriye do\u011fru toplam\u0131\u015f bir elini azg\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f di\u011fer eliyle de bir baca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 tutarak daha fazla kendine \u00e7ekip g\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yordu d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya.<\/p>\n
Yava\u015f yava\u015f ittirmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m ,ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 soktum .Derin bir \u0131hh sesi geldi.Dudaklar\u0131na yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131m di\u015flemeye somurmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m.Ayn\u0131 \u015fekilde kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k veriyordu.Yava\u015f yava\u015f hareket etme ittirmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m.Elimi \u00fcst pijamas\u0131ndan i\u00e7eri sokup s\u00fctyeninin i\u00e7ine sokmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordum ki pijamas\u0131n\u0131 yukar\u0131 s\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131 elini s\u00fctyene at\u0131p ortas\u0131ndan bir \u015feyler yap\u0131p ortadan ikiye ay\u0131rd\u0131 .G\u00f6\u011f\u00fcsleri bo\u015ftayd\u0131 art\u0131k birini avu\u00e7lad\u0131m di\u011ferine a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131 dayad\u0131m.Ucunu emip dudaklar\u0131nla s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yordum.O ise alt\u0131mda sallan\u0131p daha fazla sokmam\u0131 sa\u011fl\u0131yordu.Yava\u015f yava\u015f bir ileri bir geri yaparak giriyordum i\u00e7ine.Bir s\u00fcre sonra dibine kadar soktum.Kas\u0131lmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m bile.O ise elini sa\u00e7\u0131ma atm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne bast\u0131r\u0131yordu ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 .\u2019\u2019Is\u0131r\u2019\u2019 diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131,di\u015flerimle hafiften \u0131s\u0131rmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m ucunu.Di\u011fer elimle di\u011fer g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcn\u00fc avu\u00e7lay\u0131p ucunu parma\u011f\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131na al\u0131p s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yordum.Sa\u00e7\u0131m\u0131 ac\u0131tacak kadar \u00e7ekmeye ba\u015flad\u0131,nefesi s\u0131kla\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131 alt\u0131mda titremeye ba\u015flad\u0131.Benimde dayanacak g\u00fcc\u00fcm kalmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 art\u0131k hi\u00e7 hareket etmeme gerek yoktu g\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fcn darl\u0131\u011f\u0131,i\u00e7inin s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131 bo\u015faltmaya yetmi\u015fti beni.<\/p>\n
Yava\u015f\u00e7a ba\u015f\u0131na kadar geri \u00e7ekip bir kez daha dibine kadar sokmamla h\u0131rlayarak i\u00e7ine ak\u0131tmaya ba\u015flamam bir oldu.O ise alt\u0131mda kesik kesik titremeye devam ediyordu.Bir s\u00fcre titremelerimizin ve kas\u0131lmalar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n bitmesini bekledim.Duda\u011f\u0131na kocaman bir \u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fck kondurdum.Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7ekmeye yeltendim ki ellerini ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n iki yan\u0131na koydu ve kendine \u00e7ekerek dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 yercesine \u00f6pmeye ve \u0131s\u0131rmaya ba\u015flad\u0131.Bacaklar\u0131n\u0131 belime dolay\u0131p kendine do\u011fru bast\u0131r\u0131p kal\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 havaya do\u011fru kald\u0131rarak inmek \u00fczere olan sikimi daha fazla ittirdi kendine .Be\u015f on saniye sonra b\u0131rakt\u0131 belimi.Avucumu yana\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne koyup ok\u015fad\u0131ktan sonra kalkt\u0131m \u00fcst\u00fcnden.Banyoya gidip lavaboda elimi y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc y\u0131kay\u0131p \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m,pe\u015fime o girdi banyoya.Balkona \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m ak\u015fam ablam\u0131n masada b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 sigaradan al\u0131p sessizce \u00e7akma\u011f\u0131 \u00e7akt\u0131m.Y\u0131llar\u0131n birikimi olan duygunun serbest b\u0131rak\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131n vermi\u015f oldu\u011fu rahatl\u0131kla i\u00e7im k\u0131p\u0131r k\u0131p\u0131rd\u0131.\u0130lk kez ili\u015fkiye giriyordum ve bunu beni ger\u00e7ekten etkileyen onunda ilk kez yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131na inand\u0131\u011f\u0131m biriyle yapman\u0131n hazz\u0131 paha bi\u00e7ilemezdi.<\/p>\n
Sigaram bitince sessizce oturma odas\u0131na gittim.Yata\u011fa girdim,bir s\u00fcre sonra Asl\u0131han odaya geldi.Yata\u011f\u0131na girmeden \u00f6nce diz \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcp kula\u011f\u0131ma \u2018\u2019Bana bu hissi ya\u015fatt\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7in te\u015fekk\u00fcr ederim \u2018\u2019 dedi elimi eline g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcp tuttum a\u011fz\u0131ma g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcp avucundan \u00f6pt\u00fcm.O da ba\u015f\u0131mdan \u00f6pt\u00fc.Yata\u011f\u0131na girdi.Rahatlam\u0131\u015f ,hafiflemi\u015f \u015fekilde uykuya dald\u0131m.Sabah karde\u015fimin sesiyle zar zor uyand\u0131m.\u2019\u2019Abi kalk kahvalt\u0131 haz\u0131r,millet ba\u015flad\u0131 hadi\u2019\u2019 dedi.Banyoya gittim klozetin kapa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131m i\u015femeye ba\u015flad\u0131m ,akl\u0131ma birka\u00e7 saat \u00f6nce ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015feyler geldi i\u00e7im k\u0131p\u0131r k\u0131p\u0131r oldu.Elimi y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc y\u0131kay\u0131p aynaya bak\u0131nca y\u00fcz\u00fcmde anlams\u0131z bir s\u0131r\u0131t\u0131\u015f vard\u0131.G\u00fclebildim kendime.Mutfa\u011fa ge\u00e7erken antreye,hayat\u0131m\u0131n en g\u00fczel an\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m yere bakt\u0131m.Bir daha s\u0131r\u0131tt\u0131m.O s\u0131r\u0131tmayla mutfa\u011fa girdim ahali muhabbet e\u015fli\u011finde kahvalt\u0131 yap\u0131yordu. \u2018\u2019G\u00fcnayd\u0131n\u2019\u2019 deyip sandalyeye oturdum.Kar\u015f\u0131 taraf\u0131mda Asl\u0131han vard\u0131 g\u00f6z g\u00f6ze gelince g\u00f6zlerimizle konu\u015ftuk resmen,muhabbet ettik.O an\u0131,gece ya\u015fananlar\u0131, karanl\u0131k odada g\u00f6remedi\u011fim g\u00f6zlerinin i\u00e7ini g\u00fcnd\u00fcz g\u00f6z\u00fcyle g\u00f6rerek tekrar ya\u015fad\u0131m saniyeler i\u00e7inde.
\n\u0130lk olay bu \u015fekilde ger\u00e7ekle\u015fti devam\u0131n\u0131 duruma g\u00f6re yazar\u0131m.\u00dczerinden seneler ge\u00e7mesine ra\u011fmen etkisi hi\u00e7 ge\u00e7medi benden.Sonra g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmek \u00fczere sa\u011fl\u0131cakla kal\u0131n.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Selamlar,\u00a0Ensest Hikaye\u00a0severler icin Ben Hakan \u015fu an 33 ya\u015f\u0131nday\u0131m.Size y\u0131llar \u00f6nce ya\u015f\u0131t\u0131m,kuzenim Asl\u0131han ile ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z ve hala akl\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131kmayan olaylar …<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11,36],"tags":[440,829,1488,1489,1490,1748,1786,1841,1865,1870,1994],"class_list":["post-347","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-ensest-hikayeler","category-seks-hikayeleri","tag-citir-kizlar","tag-instagram-adresleri","tag-seksi-kiz","tag-seksi-kizlar","tag-seksi-kizlar-instagram","tag-turk-acik","tag-turk-ifsa","tag-turk-porno","tag-turk-seks","tag-turk-seksi","tag-unlu-seksi"],"yoast_head":"\n